Monday, October 31, 2005
{ 2:20 PM }
45 Most Painful Situations- Flashing your smile to someone you don't want to see
- Bringing back the feeling you've learn to forget
- Showing that you care
- Finding a way to mend a broken heart
- Learning that you've been used by someone you truly love
- Saying I love you when you mean it and when you don't
- Letting go of a person you've just learned to love
- Realizing that you love somebody you've just taken for granted
- Realizing that you love the person you've just broken up with
- Waiting for promises you know she or he'll never keep
- Saying your love for someone who loves somebody else
- Reminiscing the good times you shared together
- Shielding your heart to love somebody
- Trying to hide what you really feel
- Having a commitment with someone that you know would not last
- Trying to hide the tears that voluntarily fall from your eyes
- Sharing the one you love with someone else
- Loving a person too much
- Giving up someone you never thought of giving up
- Falling in love for the first time
- Loving someone you haven't seen
- Having the right love at the wrong time
- Exerting effort to make the relationship last or work
- Not being appreciated when you know you've given your best
- Taking the risk to fall in love again
- Hiding your relationship from someone else
- Controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend
- Choosing between two persons whom you really love
- Finding out that you can never have the person you just let go off
- Seeing the person you love with someone else
- Learning that the person who claimed to have loved you so much never really cared
- Seeing the one you love falling for someone else
- Falling for your best friend and knowing that things can never be the same again
- Learning to trust after you have been betrayed
- Accepting that it was not meant to be
- Smiling when all you want to do is cry
- Falling and knowing that it can never be
- Not being able to love the person who truly cares for you
- Saying that you can never love a person the way he loves you
- Hearing that he can never love you the way that you love him
- Saying that you are over someone you still love
- Being friends again and learning to let go of each other cos you both know it is better this way
- Convincing oneself that you are not in love when you know that you are
- Having to let go because you know that he deserves someone else
- Trying not to remember how perfect everything used to be -----
hah. i decided to put the words in shades of grey.
beginning to discover the sadness of grey
hmm. was listening to ye qu.
sadness filled the atmosphere
absence makes the heart grow fonder.
mixed feelings
i hate temporary infatuated feelings.
extracted this so-called poem from a book in the lib.
Love is a sickness full of woes
All remedies refusing;
A plant with most cutting grows,
Most barren with best using,
Why so?
lalala-
how ironic: as the adored one slips away, the very chemicals that contribute to feelings of romance grow even more potent, intensifying ardent passion,fear, and anxiety, and impelling us to protest and try with all out strength to secure our reward: the departing love one.
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haha. working the night shift today. morning shift is the busiest.
i miss lovelove and love :(
Saturday, October 29, 2005
{ 11:25 PM }
ijustwanntobewithyou
Friday, October 28, 2005
{ 10:36 AM }
*SPECIAL APPEARANCE BY SPECIAL PPL* hahahey! this mag bloggin. im tryin to make an appearance here. Haha.
we re at kathy's hse nw. dere me, kathy(ofcos) & love. [i noe barbara's missin us.]
& its kathy's birthday today!
happy sweet 16th gurl!
im sure u re v happy spendin ur bday with us(:
ha. yup im bored so i decided to blog here. wif love watchin closely at every word i typed. HA.
don worry. i wont type dat u love siwee =P
kk. we re eatin ytd bday cake nw. its nice.
alrite. kathy wanna kpo awhile.
heyy! kathy's here.
jus wanna say tt i hav a great day wit da girls.
nice nite ova at my house.
thou bb wasnt here wit us.
but i still hav winnie pooh and piglet! (grins)
ahah. ks. shall hand dis ova back ta zoe la. =)
come my blog and see also yas.heya! i'm zoe! mag is now messaging her dearest someone
hahahaha. kenny! i know you wann to know who's your worried face messaging.
oh yes. speaking of kenny, i've got something to clarify with you. okay. i shall upload some of the pictures taken yesterday sometime later(:lalalala.*end of special blogging post*
Monday, October 24, 2005
{ 1:46 PM }
just up just up at 11.
grand total of 10 hours of sleep, but somehow i'm feeling quite jiffy and perky.
i thought i must be the only looney who wake up and would do laundry at 6 in the morning.
haha. went back to sleep after that cos i'm so deprived of sleep.
lalala.
it seems like its pouring cats and dogs soon on this crazy shitty day.
i'm so semi-alive today.
proooofOnce in a lifetime we get to meet people in all walks of life that will change our lives. Whether in positive or negative way, they’re there to serve as some sort of purpose.
Saturday, October 22, 2005
{ 10:54 PM }
went around toa payoh,
orchard and novena to look for a job.
with yixian.
brought a shirt from hula and co. (:
-grins.
oh yes. we went to cineleisure
and saw this 2 quite cute guys(:
then,we went hereen. and again.
saw this 2 guys who we saw previously.
we went takashimaya.
and wismia atria.
thereafter is far east. we saw them again.
LOL.
.
haha.
about 5 times we saw them.
this shows that somerset to orchard is a really small area.
(:
LOL.
now this.must start saving money to buy my things stated on the shopping list's .
(:
jay's new album cover.
small jay.
LOL. so cute.!(:
Friday, October 21, 2005
{ 11:49 PM }
Asia young heavenly king Jay’s latest album will be out on the 1st of November,
apart from the latest song “Nocturnes”
being exclusively broadcast
in the Taiwan region by Hit FM first,
50 Asian radios will broadcast at the same time.
The first title song of the album “Nocturnes” is the piece that was finished the earliest, it can also be said to be the spirit of the whole album, the lyrics are by his old partner Vincent Fang, Jay tied the base with classical music, once again combining pop elements beautifully.
"Playing for you Chopin’s Nocturnes, commemorating my dead love, the same as the sound of night winds, heart breaking sounds very good…" Jay gently sings, it uses the sound of a guitar and a simple beat as the opening, leading people to gradually walk to this place of broken hearts, this song describes the main character thinking of his deceased lover, still choosing to use the style of Chopin’s Nocturnes to play it, commemorating the love that has already died, it brings the scent of painful sadness, it truly makes people feel the atmosphere of beauty but sadness.
woohoo. so excited in jay's upcoming album.!
(:
The new album all Jay fans are after is finally set to be out on the 1st of November!
Jay’s sixth album name is called November’s Chopin;
the whole album’s concept is on the route of ''being temperamental",
in order for the visual affect to flow with the thick sense of classical,
he especially went to the city on the water Venice to get shots.
Due to the fact that every song in Jay’s new album is full of poetry, it makes people think of the "Piano Poet” Chopin, and “Poet” is also another name for Jay, it was once signed on his own works and album images and plus the new album is being released on the 1st of November so the company suggested the album name "November’s Chopin", when Jay, who has been learning the classical piano since he was small, heard about this suggestion, he immediately thought it was very good, because Chopin is his idol.
Maintaining the style that started from "Ye Hui Mei" when he managed his own album image and cover, this album’s image is done solely by Jay, he said: "This image starts off more or less from classical." Jay, who normally loves to buy clothes to collect, when he went to Venice to get shots this time, he suddenly took out a lot of his own treasures, including a golden jacket suit he bought from Hong Kong this spring, it is just right to wear it in the clear and refreshing weather of Venice, it made Jay’s mood super good, they photographed a lot of handsome new images.
Jay’s new album isn’t out yet, a 60 second demo of a duet by Jay and Nan Quan Mama’s Lara has unexpectedly been available to listen to at all Jay’s big fan sites, apart from being shocked Alfa Music’s Mr Yeung ordered an investigation, if they find the person behind it they might take legal action.
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haha. watched flightplan today wit lovelove.
kinda nice =)
Thursday, October 20, 2005
{ 12:19 PM }
was khai's.senior fengting's. and zewei's bitrthday yesterday.
happy sweet 16th birthday to khai.
happy sugar 17th birthday to fengting.
happy birthday dude.
(:
went gym yesterday.
despite from those exercises,
think i still gained 1more kilo from those eatings i had after that.
FAT!
must make a point to exercise everyday.!
wanna take up tennis.!
aiights!
maybe i should take up tennis lessons after o's next year
when i have earned enough money.
whatever it is. i'm determined to take up tennis lessons no matter what.!
(:
tata. gotta go practise my piano pieces-
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
{ 11:19 AM }
17oct05
went plaza sing's swensens with lovelove and love.
lovelove ordered this seafood soup.
open sesame.
mag took a picture of me taking lovelove's soup
here comes my ice cream!
love's icecream
lovelove enjoyed the soup alot!
dint managed to finish my ice-cream
love finished it
oh ya.
this is for sebastian and my dearest amanda whose
bday is on the 18oct (:
LOL.
thereafter, we headed down to orchard lib
mag just cant stop floating around there.
LOL.
came across these infomations from the books
AHAHA.
and lastly, losta thanks to love for the wonderful pictures.
(:
Monday, October 17, 2005
{ 10:14 AM }
14oct05
Jaime-nanny's 16th Birthday! :D
Went Bugis with Yixian and Tiffany to buy Amanda's present
Had Pastamania for lunch.
The baked rice was nice.!
Thereafter, we went in this shop that sells Sanrio stuffs
and the H.K. bag just practically caught my eye!
i'm determined to buy that bag. (:
forgot where we went after that.
before heading home, we went coffee bean for a drink.
(:
15oct05
Went White Sands with Mommy Dearest and her friend.
i've just found that White Sands's shops are actually very small
ahaha.
went Delifrance cos i got the job recommendation from Mommy's friend.
had a interview.
ahah!
Will start working on Thursday
but i have to go for a two-day training at Gateway West on Tuesday and Wednesday.
1hr is 3.50 cos i dun have any working experience.
And went down Bugis again.
cos Mommy wanted to show me the way to Gateway West.
Thereafter, went to meet LoveLove and Love at Orchard.
Had dinner at Gailee Friends
Headed to Hereen and left in an 1/2 hr time
Before making our way to Takashimaya,
We saw Siwee and Jiawei.
I think they got a huge shock cos LoveLove called their names quite loudly
.
ahaha.
oh yah!
before that LoveLove and Love
actually saw the NpG except for Kenny and Weeter at Cineleisure PastaMania.
at Takashimaya, we saw this Sanrio Fiesta thingy which atractted us.
Conclusion: i've got a whole list of things to buy.
LOL.
a picture for the day
AHAHAHA.
i'm speechless.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
{ 11:21 PM }
12 oct05
went back school in the afternoon.
ahah.
finished giving away the cards.
went to find nas and khai.
haha. chatting away.
after i took this picture,
nas was like EH WHY YOU TAKE MY PICTURE?
lols. so fierce suddenly.
=D
haha. took a pic of khai's present frm her teacher
thereafter,
went orchard cineleisure with kelvin
had subway sandwich for dinner.
and watched
dukes of hazzardhaha. quite nice and crappy.
after thw moive, we had a cold supper at swensens
(:
haha. birthday "cake"
happy 1st year old! :)
random pic of paragon at night.
13oct05
lazing around the house for about three quarter day
haha. this is wad i cook for my lunch.
dint have much food supplies at home so have to cook noodles instead=(
hmm. maybe i shld take up cooking courses someday.
.
.
went tiffany's house in the afternoon
she brought the mac's hello kitty and cinnamon too.
but dint get the melody.
she got this too.
cinnamon. she brought this from the japan trip last year.
that one which is circled is the hello kitty figure.
yixian got this kitty cover which protects her phone's screen.
ahaha. she getting one for me too:)
sweets to munch on=D
i almost finished that whole container!
after that, they accompanied me to junction8
for piano lesson
dinner at long john!
yixian's dinner
tiffany's dinner
LOL. i've got nothing to do so i took pictures.
as i'm having homecooked food at my grandma's place.
=)
haha. took a pic of tiffany's bag.
its from japan.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
{ 9:22 PM }
have not been blogging for a week!
YAY YAY
n's are over!
finally.
period.
but even if after n's,
i've still have the urge of studying
ahahaha.
yesterday's the accounts was quite diffcult.
there's alot theories questions.!
think i'll flunk it?
had a ultra enormous buffet after the papers.
hit orchard with lovelove and love
lovelove was spending all the time talking to her dear gareth.!
funny lovelove put my house's cordless phone in a funny way
XD
after eating we walked around
AND
i found that the japanese people are very friendly.
speaking of japanese,
i remembered when i was in Germany,
the people there mistaken me as a japanese.
ahaha.
and they were like :'moshi moshi'.
-.-
TODAY
went back school to collect lockers' books
gave motivation cards to o'level PEEPS!
=D
played bball too.
tmr's brother Kelvin birthday!
happy17th birthday!
btw, a disaster striked India last saturday
what the world has become.
new oreleans disaster followed by india earthquake.
disaster after disaster
it was heart wrenching
to watch the aftermath of the news coverage each day
that sometimes,i start to wonder
whether mankind is moving towards the end of civilisation..
Saturday, October 01, 2005
{ 5:26 PM }
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]
La, la, la, la:Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
[Repeat 1 (3x)]
{ 5:15 PM }
1octo5
2more days to N-LEVELS.
so tense!
can you sense the unbreathable tense of atmosphere around?
hah
3oct: english and history.
4oct: maths paper1
chem and phys
maths paper 2
p.o.a
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these first nightmares will be over real soon in a blink of an eye.
(:
