Friday, December 08, 2006
{ 3:05 AM }
7 Dec'06
Fingers swollen and cut.
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Was online till 5 am this morning.
and i think i dont have a normal life anymore man.
in which, it actually sucks.
HAH
finishes work around 11pm,
reached home around 1130pm,
bath,
go online,
330 plus in the morning's my sleeping time,
wakes up arnd 1130am plus, or maybe 12noon.
no breakfast, lunch in small amt
gets ready for work,
work,
skips dinner,
finishes work arnd 11pm,
and so on.. [the cycle just keeps repeating]
this is life when nothing is meaningful to you.
i dont know what to do nw.
never felt so helpless.
is it the time to give up?
it hurts,
badly.