Monday, August 04, 2008
{ 12:41 AM }
I met up with Allison for dinner at Toa Payoh just now and went back to Bishan to take a bus back. We saw my Ex-CDP, Derrick at Coffeebean and she went over to talk to him. I stayed a distance away as usual, cause i wont acknowledge him whenever i saw him.
Before that at Toa Payoh, she was telling me that Derrick's gona transfer to Suntec. I went laughing away like totally, feeling very happy about it. But then, after Allison talked to Derrick for a while, and she told me that Derrick said, "Zoe must be very happy about my transfer blah blah.."
YES I WAS INDEED VERY HAPPY. But then i thought to myself, why should i have such low, childish and down-graded thinking. His transfer doesnt even have a tiny weeny bit of problem concerning me. So laughing at his transfer is such a not fetch thing to do so.
You mean like i laughed at you cause youre out of bishan like Samuel and me? HAHA. How hilarious.
Thinking back, when im at bishan, working under you, how ill-treated you've treated me as your subordinate, make me realise how disgusting you were. Ask yourself, did you ever show a little bit of concern to your fellow team members. Like after a tough day at work, did you ever tell Yang, Ah Wei, Ah Xiang, JiaFei, Lijun, Xiao Qiang, Ah Wah, Ah Yun, Ah Yee and Samuel, that they've done a good job, despite all having a sucky day at work? I doubt so.
Ah Xiang used to be very clumsy at work, and espcially, sometimes during closing, he usually, never fails to spill something. Did you ever say something positive?
Yes i know that in this line, chefs and cooks are usually tough and all. But i dont think it hurts to say something encouraging right.
Besides, I think you took all the credits for yourself when you ask Samuel to give you a few new ideas for a new concept. He is the one who gave you the idea for the Kids Meal concept. But did you give him credits for it? No.
And instead, you used him to kick me out of bishan, i suppose.
In the past, i was fucking dumb to be working free labour for you. for all those free labour i did to show you im able to prove my presence there, i am not going to be like fuckoffbastardkissmydog'sasshopeyouburninhell. i am not going to do it cause its the dumb decision i've made, which i thought you could see my hard work. cause eventually, you will get your own deserts, not sooner or later to be in our shoes.
What crap to say how great you were treating us. Oh please, that is so yesterday.
Anyway, thank you very much for the "kick" to Kallang. cause it made me realise how fake, hypocrite and loserish you were. Fancy treating me oh-so-nice and take Sam's idea as your own to gain popularity cause people do not like you at all.
Oh. i almost forgot, how gay you were to hit on Sam. Dont tell me you forgot that you actually put words into my mouth. You told Sam that i actually said "Omg. He's(Samuel) so eurasian-looking. I like."
Excuse me. I do not fancy such a attention like you do. Look at how disgusting you are to sabotage me.
Of course, back to the main title, hypocrites.
I myself dare to admit that i used to be a hypocrite. Yes, used to.
Thomas was my poly classmate. He's the top student in my class and the cohort. Oh yes, Thomas, if you happened to read this post, i dont give a damn about it. No doubt youre smart, but sometimes, youre just tad selfish and self-centered. Still remember last semester during Engineering Mechanics lab? You never gave others a chance to do the lab work at all. Cause all you did was to do the lab all by yourself. you want to gain the lab experience all for yourself. did you ever give Delong, Siangkee and me a chance to do? you know why they werent at the lab desk when we need to do the experiment? cause you controlled every lab session. all i did was to write the results and reports, answers you gave. I used to think its not that bad cause you gave the answers without us thinking. But it was so wrong. Cause we'd never learn anything, but you learnt everything.
Then, there i was, being friendly as a classmate should be, in front of you, but at the back, i hate you for ripping the learning chances we had.
I hope you'd kick that self-centered thing in you cause youre not the only one in this learning journey.
