Wednesday, October 08, 2008
{ 5:16 AM }
Dearest Baby,
i thank yous for the things you did for me, you changed for me, you sacrificed for me. and most importantly, love me for me. :)
this seven months had not come by easy for us even though it seems neither a long nor short time.
my school malaysia trip for 4 days and npssc's GL camp for another 3days within the first month we got together.
np sports camp, when you were running a high fever the day before camp and insisted to go to the camp, for me.
then you fell sick for a month, all i did was buy you losta apples and accompany you to the doctor's
after pastamania, you, working a 9-5 photographer job at pictureworks, which is fucked up. but you continued cause you wanna give me a good life with the moolahs you single-handly earned.
after the sucky job which deprived me of you, you chose to work at ambush cause its at takashimaya b2, where i work at brownie factory, the other job of mine:)
although many times i was feeling jealous cause of some issues, but you never failed, and was never tired(maybe a little) to reassure me.
during the period before working at ambush, you always fetch me from school and have nice meals. never let me go hungry cause you knew the habit of mine, skipping meals.
and sent me to dancing classes, waited for me.
though im not good at planning birthday celebration, i still try to plan yours together with Geraldina and Felicia's. after 5months, i think its too late to say it, but again, that hope you love it! :)
your church camp during june for a week, which was a killer.
you quit ambush after a month and half, cause of early enlistment. you had around 3 weeks of time before that dreaded 25th of july.
your 7 weeks of bmtc at tekong.
the first 2 weeks of you "grounded".
subsequently, weekly departure. with unwilling bidding of goodbyes on sunday's evening and smiling sweetly either on friday's evening or saturday morning.
with me, counting down. weekly of MONDAY TUESDAY WEDNESDAY THURSDAY FRIDAY! before i see you again, into loving smile. cause still in number4 uniform, with too many rules and restrictions made the lover girlfriend feel very unloved. haha
and sunday, accompanying you to pasir ris. waiting for the tekong buses to come, you and your bunk mates, platoon mates talking. and sometimes, getting surrounded with botak men dressed in green having 10over people talking was weird for me.
everyday of loving messages exchanged.
you, afraid that i'll run far away while you in tekong which i did not.
the field camp, and not able to message and call during the days.
POP on 9Sep for you had made it through:)
Holidays in Bintan and days of slacking, teeveeing, makaning, cooking, baking at your crib, were days so missable.
shopping, singing, grocerying was the other great affair with you around.
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Doing the 8-5.30 job and everyday,i'll get to see you. see much more you, of you.
as long as youre doing best and good in it, i'll be with you.
lastly, iloveyou samuel leong. you for loving me even though i'm not, and will never be, the prettiest, hottest, sweetest, whatsoever, whathaveyou, girl in the world.
You dont love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.
