Thursday, March 29, 2012
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Since this week started, Wednesday seemed pretty much boring cause I had a morning paper. But everything changed when I got BIG surprise from BFF :D :')
He gave me a morning call at 0700 and I was still in a state of blur as my snooze mode was on. At around 0720, got another call from Bff, and I was asked to open my main door. I literally jumped off the bed! Hahaha with a slightly disbelief yet "Are-you-serious" tone of voice.
There he was, my Bff outside my door with Mcdonalds breakfast. HOW SWEET CAN HE GET? SIGHS. It was a overburst of happiness though :) Now I think back of the "surprises" I did, was like nothing close compared to this can. DOUBLE SIGHS.
Extremely satisfied with a special home delivery breakfast, and off we go to Suntec CC for my paper.
Bff waited for my 2-hour paper to end around the area :( felt the disappointment in his voice when I called him after the computerized examination paper, that I failed the paper, again. boohoo.
Went down Raffles Hospital with him for his medical checkup and off to Zam zam for late lunch.
Murtabak and Nasi briyani was a little way too heavy for lunch at 3 in the afternoon :x oh wells. Then, head down to his school campus in Queenstown to collect his results slip (which I misheard as Certificate). He is like one bimbo for a moment cause he didn't know that upon completion of his course, there will be a certificate. yup, too much of my bimbo moments had mirrored on him. After collecting the slip, trying to contact his other classmate about the certificate and all, as we walked out to the main gate, walked past the school of fashion designing. It reminded me of Michelle, so I told him that Michelle is a fashion designer. which lead on to the conversation of having friends from many different careers.
Engineer, Photographer, Accountant...and Fashion designist. HAHAHAHAHA It slipped right out from my tongue. Bff literally laughed out loud, in my face. And he said "so you're a psychologer?" HAHAHAHA OMG
Thereafter, we walked to Queensway shopping centre and around the Alexander area, got ourselves a straight bus to Yishun and catch the "The Hunger Games". YAY! Was looking forward to this movie though, so I felt like I was dragging him to watch it with me. But seemed like Bff likes the show too. (Y) THUMBS UP!
Now here I am, after a very interesting Wednesday, blogging and youtubing away. And I need to dig out some snacks from the kitchen cause my stomach just protested so loudly! :x
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Tuesday, March 27, 2012
{ 2:36 AM }
In about 24 hours time, I'd panicking away for my wednesday paper. Not that I'm either calm or panicking now heh. Brought BFF his virgin trip to Astons for dinner and spent about an hour at Starbucks after dinner to mug through the stuffs for abit :)
Digress abit, havent been to Tumblr for the longest time and now I'm supposed to be mugging, yet Tumblr really got me hooked! I SAW A FRIGGING SEXY TABLETOP WHICH COSTS 15K, THE AMG V12 TURNTABLE ._.
Weekend ain't too bad, attended the DJ Bootcamp taster at NUS, which got me pretty much interested with vinyl records, tabletops and all ;D Lucky Plaza's Ayam Penyet for dinz and Timbre Substation for chill out.
Sunday, saw myself running around to get stuffs and head down to BFF's place to ask for forgiveness. HAHAHAHA. Head down to PS Cafe later that chilly evening, didn't ordered the mains cause I was craving for desserts. My stomach was so close to explode even though I just ordered fries (which came in a huge portion) and the famous DOUBLE CHOCOLATE BLACKOUT CAKE :3
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Once again;
I'm glad to have you in my life. Glad and very thankful. And that there is absolutely nothing in this world that I would ever exchange you for :) Thank you for being there for me even though I disappoint you time after time. I'll get better soon, HUGS <3
Friday, March 23, 2012
{ 1:27 AM }
Was supposed to write a post on 19th Mar'12, monday after I got back from NP SSC Sports Camp 12/13 campfire night. but I've got it saved in the drafts(again) folder. Heh its alright so here it goes, a new post!
6-8 Mar'12 was my 3 day MC, 2nd time since I last had a long MC break was for H1N1 LOA, which is at least 3 years ago? Okay, digressed. 9th of Mar, BFF Prem Razin and me flew over to Bangkok for the weekends. Like one steady pom pi pi maximum uh with BFF and me having injuries and all. :D Photos yet to be uploaded but the videos are. which apparently the retardness level: Zoe Wong. HAHAHAHA Results of too much 9gag influence.
Got back to Singapore on the 11th of Mar. Met up with Linh and Pauline on 13th Mar for dinner at Itacho :D and have to mug my ass off for the paper on the coming thursday, which is the 15th of Mar. Paper ended at 530pm that evening so after the paper, replied all the whatsapp messages and gave a call to BFF as instructed by him before I went in to the examination room. Took almost 20 mins to get myself out of Suntec Convention Centre! and roughly another 10-15 minutes to get to Cityhall station. And during the time I was trying to find my way out, BFF wanted to stay on the line with me. But least I did ever expect was seeing him at the escalator outside GNC at Citylink mall :') a lovely surprise I'd admit.
So weekends were here, and I spent my Saturday sleeping in the whole freaking day. Had been a little unstable with emotions lately when night falls but this particular Saturday was helluva bad for me. But ended the weekend with awesome brunch at Chongpang, study session in town cause I have class and a movie, The Woman in Black with BFF.
Monday, 19th Mar'12 see myself heading back down to NP for our annual sports camp campfire night. I guess its pretty much a tradition for the alumnis to drop by NP for Sports camp every year :)
Anyway, its been 2 weeks since the accident and friends whom I met up with, been asking what happened to my hands and all so I summarised and told them it was a road accident blah blah. And its only after all this while when I told them I'd really thank my lucky stars for escaping with minor injuries, but then, I realised there is one lucky star in my life which I'm extremely thankful of, that is my BFF. We had a talk on tuesday 20th Mar after having dinner at Ikea, I told him about this. Got a little emotional and all but I'm sure I'll get better.
:)
Just got back home not long ago cause I left the office late and BFF haven't had dinner also. So I suggested DOMINOS! :D Called for a home delivery and one reason probably why am I still awake its because I'm still feeling super full from the pizza and cinnasticks! And its almost 3am now, which I promised BFF that I will sleep early and wont study tonight :B
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Wednesday, March 07, 2012
{ 2:35 AM }
It's been a year and one day since you left us. How are you doing on the other side big brother? I miss you.
The images of you lying down on the floor, in the living room when we all came to send you off for the last time, of you being laid down to rest. Such images been playing in my mind for months after your passing, till it eventually subside a little. Till I had a road accident yesterday morning.
We were on our way to the hospital and I saw Haziq, lying in pain. And I couldn't do anything to help. Tears was so close to fall out.
At the accident scene, everything happened so fast, I didn't know how to react.
When we got into the hospital, then i realised how serious was Haziq's injuries compared to mine.
Was feeling totally ashamed to feel my tears falling out, but I have to hold it back in no matter what.
He had to stitch his right knee and had a big patch of abrasion on his right arm.
My heart dropped when I was in the room where I saw the doctor's stitching procedures. It was quite a battle of emotions; to fight back my tears and smile to reassure him.
Was also in a rollercoaster of thoughts, realising I was a idiotically bad friend; The first thing after we skidded, I said to Haziq, "You just sent XiaoP for repairs."
Will somebody do me a honour of giving me one tight slap?
Instead of asking how is he, and all I said to him was "You just sent XiaoP for repairs." Seriously, I really need a punch.
After everything was sorta done at the hospital, his step dad came to pick him up and with Mag's help to send Haziq back home.
Got home about 6am, it was all okay when I got home, cleaned up. Until I got to my bed, closed my eyes and the image of the accident was on my mind. I think i lost it to the emotions devil.
Broke down and no idea when I fell asleep.
So now, its 7 March 2012, about 3am in the morning. Tried to get some rest awhile back but apparently I couldn't. Its like the moment I closed my eyes, the image of the accident appears.
Got up about noon time yesterday to see a thousands of texts and missed calls on the phone. Bought lunch for Haziq and went to the police station to do a report in the evening. Doesn't seemed like I did alot of stuffs but I'm having a slight headache now. Think I should head back to try get some rest and I'll visit you tmr!
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