Monday, May 21, 2012
{ 7:35 PM }
A extremely wet Monday morning when I was on my way out. Both the weather and having teary eyes after reading what you sent me. There was I, in the train, with teary eyes reading it, yet this thought, somehow or rather, just slapped me awake. Thinking why aren't we together? officially together.
Its like the angel and devil thingy in your mind. One goes like why aren't you guys together. The other will be like why cannot you idiot. And back to another one, will be like /inserts song lyrics: So don't fall in love if there is too much to lose.
/Slaps.
Sometimes, I'd mentally shake myself.
"If there isn't a start to begin with, there won't be a ending to end with." Part of me agrees, but another part of me is one rebellious kid who goes like "Fuck it with the start and end, let's just be together, and to the hell with beginning and ending when present its all We should really care about." Yea like that.
And that it's not about expecting something in return. I don't care whatever status is. I just know that I love you and that I want to be with you as long as I can. That's all I want.
What about you? Cause I can't seem to able to decode your mixed signals (or probably cause I'm too dumb to decode) Maybe it's the latter
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