Wednesday, May 30, 2012
{ 6:04 AM }
Its official, on the 26th may 2012.
Not exactly something very extraordinary that I'd lost my blood over but its a decision I made when I touched my heart and tell myself that I made the final decision because I love you and I never see myself being with another person except you.
In every relationship, there will be giving and receiving. And it had to be on one's willingness to do whatever it takes. I'm not saying the decision is very much a huge sacrifice but because when I made the decision, its you I thought of. I do not want to see myself to live in regrets in years to come just because we are of different culture, race and religion. And because I love you, I'm willing to convert.
"If you love something, and you set it free, and it doesn't come back... you're a dumbass!"
Digress a little, I used to believe that if you love someone, you should set them free and if it is meant to be, they will be back in your arms.
But why must you set them free? Is it because they don't love you as much or was love between 2 parties never meant to be as such?
Okay I'm not making any sense here, am I?
Anyway after all this while, then I realised that sometimes we don't have
to look too far ahead for answers or look too hard for answers, because the answers we looking for, is actually right in front of us. (But if your current situation doesn't show you the answers or whatsoever, maybe one should pause for the moment and take 5, because you may actually miss out on something that could be your one and only big answer)
Going back, now that I thought of what happened on 26th, a smile will just naturally appear on my face because I know, the decision is worth the moments. Gathering up all the balls (courage) I have and said what have been on my mind in a week's span of time of serious thoughts, totally got me off guard when you got down on your knees and asked me to be your girlfriend. (which was dramatically cute) :3
Since a month plus back, when you first said the three words I Love You. and all the nitty gritty sweet little things you do for me all this while. I, Zoe Wong, is extremely glad and fortunate that the giver of this love and the receiving end of my love is/will be you.
I love you.
X,
"I don't have the prettiest faces for you to look at or the skinniest waist for you to hold, but I do promise I have the biggest heart to love you with."
